Seems like my last post was that I was becoming happy again. I lied. Well, not really actually. I didn't lie cause this is really beyond my control. My emotions that is. Been doing a bit of that old stuff lately; thinking too much. In fact, a bit too much. What to do? As I explained to a friend through this cheesy statement, "It's because I believe in love." Wow. Drop dead or something John. Life's not that bad, just that I find it hard to be happy. Maybe because I'm not contented or satisfied with something? God knows. Truly.