It seems that the cycle is coming to a full revolution again. Back at the start, with all the happiness and care-free-ness walking back through the door open in me. The last few weeks were a wreck, a mess if you like. All resolve of happiness just went out the window. However this search for happiness is ever evolving. I constantly discover new things and ideals that help. Like this newest one that involves me not caring about what people say and just being myself. Everything works both ways. But, with Rachael in my discman, I think I might just conquer the world.