The weather recently has been insane. The sun doesn't appear to be very hot but that's just what it is. It affects me being happy.

Though I haven't been actively trying to do that recently. Efforts have been going down the drain, not really bothering with it. Been adopting Sabrina's advice. Sort of works for me against being moody but doesn't help me to be happy. So it's like although I'm not moody, I'm not really happy either. But I guess it's a start. Am at the second day of a very long leave from work(NS). And I'm already bored out. With no money as well. Money comes in when it ends. At least I know where the money went, though it offers no comfort. Irritating isn't it? Well, accountability, that's the SAF way.

I'm sorry that I haven't been all introspective on how to be happy and all. Maybe it's because I haven't been having any revelations of late. But I did realize that one way not to be sad is to not get your hopes up. This doesn't mean that pessimists are happy people. Doesn't work that way.

We never change, do we?
We never learn, do we?