Just realized something else. It might be fine to not be happy when you're alone. People only see the happy side of you when you are with them. They don't really care that much if you are not happy when you're alone. As long as you're happy for them, for their sake. Realized this cause sometimes, it really is quite hard to be happy on my own. It feels kind of retarded. Happiness is. Oh wells, I'm still on a happy mood. Let's hope it lasts. Happiness is really nowhere to be found. It isn't meant to be found. It is meant to be shared, enjoyed or something. But it can't be found. You'll have to create it yourself. Your little piece of happiness.

I'll drown my beliefs
To have you be in peace
I'll dress like your niece
To wash your swollen feet

Just don't leave, don't leave

And true love waits
In haunted attics
And true love wins
On lollipops and crisps

Just don't leave, don't leave

I'm not living
I'm just killing time
Your tiny hands
Your crazy kiss and smile

Just lonely, lonely..
Just lonely, lonely..