i'm walking out in a force ten gale
birds thrown around, bullets for hail
the roof is pulling off by its fingernails
your voice is rattlin’ on my window sill
yesterday's headlines blown by the wind
yesterday's people end up scatterbrain
any fool can easy pick a hole i only wish i could fall in
a moving target in a firing range
somewhere i'm not
scatterbrain
somewhere i'm not
scatterbrain
lightning fuse, powercut
scatterbrain

Being sick makes me not happy. It's hard. I've just got my pay. Got projects out of the way for now. Bought something. Not thought about love. But still am not happy. Maybe it's because of those two gift issues that will involve quite a sum of money. Yea. Maybe. It's all about getting over how much I am willing to spend. Oh well. Quite a random rant. Friend of mine said I'm heading towards 'jaded'. It really is, the English version of 'sian'. Sounds cooler indeed. Hmm. Been self centered for quite some time now. It's not very fun actually. Really. Oh well. Happy. Happy.