This is the new and revamped me speaking. Or rather typing, or blogging, posting or something. Realize one of the things that make me emotional(emo) or sad is love. Even the mere prospect of it. Or the expectation. Perhaps the very concept of it too. But being happy means I shouldn't have to worry myself with these things. So, what I had to do was either ask her for her number or forget about it. I didn't do the former and now, can't do the latter. At least for a little while more. Realized I'm turning real lazy too. Or maybe I think it's laziness when it's actually reluctance. Actually, I think it's both, though not at the same time. Haha, I'll be fighting for a celebrity blogger status. Haha.